[ he is. he very much is. but somehow, that's not the point to ugetsu.
in a fit of impulsiveness, ugetsu hits the call button and it rings only once before he ends it just the same. the place he's curled up on the floor feels cold and a little wet. he must have dropped something else too. it's sticky. the wine? he's been warned against himself enough to know better but he never listens. and akihiko is right of course; he never replies, never puts forth the follow-up even though he'd love to prove he could.
some part of him, some part of him very much like the part when they first met and akihiko slid his arms around him in that music room, understands: you waited for him to let go, so why don't you do the same?
i can't, he thinks and it's so weak and vulnerable and stupid. ugetsu has, lately, been having a hard time with music too though he hasn't said so to anyone, hiding in this basement where nothing ever changes. the only thing that changed, once, was when someone left; probably for their better. he can't blame him after all he himself did to make sure akihiko would.
/basically shoves them into inevitability
[ he is. he very much is. but somehow, that's not the point to ugetsu.
in a fit of impulsiveness, ugetsu hits the call button and it rings only once before he ends it just the same. the place he's curled up on the floor feels cold and a little wet. he must have dropped something else too. it's sticky. the wine? he's been warned against himself enough to know better but he never listens. and akihiko is right of course; he never replies, never puts forth the follow-up even though he'd love to prove he could.
some part of him, some part of him very much like the part when they first met and akihiko slid his arms around him in that music room, understands: you waited for him to let go, so why don't you do the same?
i can't, he thinks and it's so weak and vulnerable and stupid. ugetsu has, lately, been having a hard time with music too though he hasn't said so to anyone, hiding in this basement where nothing ever changes. the only thing that changed, once, was when someone left; probably for their better. he can't blame him after all he himself did to make sure akihiko would.
and yet.
well.
he won't say he misses him, after all . ]