[It comes as three separate messages. Then his phone rings; by the time Ugetsu is hanging up, Akihiko answers, only to hear that sound. He can not hide his face falling, as if he anticipated hearing that voice on the other end.
He wanted to hear it.
Akihiko believes he can, has always thought he could follow-through, ever hoped, expected one day he would follow through with him that they could both learn. Could they still? Does he want to?
He left; he's supposed to stay gone. But, he misses him. He's worried about him.
He still loves him.
That is why this all rips into him, opens him up like a book, and has him reaching even if only toward his phone. Pressing the call button, Akihiko lets it ring.
Does he want him to answer? Yes. Does he need him to? Yes. Even if it is not what is best for either of them. Maybe the time apart is enough, can he go home.
Bitterness slides through his veins. Home. A soundproof dark basement where even now he imagines the worst, Ugetsu sprawled on the floor, bleeding, finally letting go of this world, and reaching out to Aki is his last goodbye.
/because they are gives an extra shove!!
Just tell me what happened.
Do you need help?
[It comes as three separate messages. Then his phone rings; by the time Ugetsu is hanging up, Akihiko answers, only to hear that sound. He can not hide his face falling, as if he anticipated hearing that voice on the other end.
He wanted to hear it.
Akihiko believes he can, has always thought he could follow-through, ever hoped, expected one day he would follow through with him that they could both learn. Could they still? Does he want to?
He left; he's supposed to stay gone. But, he misses him. He's worried about him.
He still loves him.
That is why this all rips into him, opens him up like a book, and has him reaching even if only toward his phone. Pressing the call button, Akihiko lets it ring.
Does he want him to answer? Yes. Does he need him to? Yes. Even if it is not what is best for either of them. Maybe the time apart is enough, can he go home.
Bitterness slides through his veins. Home. A soundproof dark basement where even now he imagines the worst, Ugetsu sprawled on the floor, bleeding, finally letting go of this world, and reaching out to Aki is his last goodbye.
Please answer....]