[ ugetsu is: selfish, passionate, and more than likely missing a few screws or at least has a number of them quite loose.
ugetsu is also: in love. and when ugetsu is in love even his selfishness can be generous once every blue moon, or in this case, once every akihiko's birthday. so when aki makes it to the park at 4, there is the sound of the brahms that he first met aki beneath, and this one is more refined. neither of them has the ability to see the future, and all for the better perhaps; but ugetsu will never do anything like this again, for aki or anyone else, but the main importance is simply this: he did for aki.
he wants to be the only one for him and beneath his bravado and his sly smiles and teasing fingers, beneath the soft skin that so far only aki has seen and touched, there is a heart. it beats asynchronous to most other people, perhaps even to aki. but it understands time and it understands meter. it understands where the crescendo should be and also the fall. it understands even if it cannot say so.
this is what ugetsu's music, in its purest form, is truly for.
in the future ugetsu will come to know akihiko's weakness for him after a performance. at this stage, it's not as clear yet because when you're in love and not yet falling apart, everything feels like a weakness.
he doesn't open his eyes but he knows when aki is there somehow; he continues to play.
there is wine back at ugetsu's. there is a bracelet. but they both know: this is the real gift.
/sends warm thoughts and gentle hopes your way that you are okay too!!! ;3;
ugetsu is also: in love. and when ugetsu is in love even his selfishness can be generous once every blue moon, or in this case, once every akihiko's birthday. so when aki makes it to the park at 4, there is the sound of the brahms that he first met aki beneath, and this one is more refined. neither of them has the ability to see the future, and all for the better perhaps; but ugetsu will never do anything like this again, for aki or anyone else, but the main importance is simply this: he did for aki.
he wants to be the only one for him and beneath his bravado and his sly smiles and teasing fingers, beneath the soft skin that so far only aki has seen and touched, there is a heart. it beats asynchronous to most other people, perhaps even to aki. but it understands time and it understands meter. it understands where the crescendo should be and also the fall. it understands even if it cannot say so.
this is what ugetsu's music, in its purest form, is truly for.
in the future ugetsu will come to know akihiko's weakness for him after a performance. at this stage, it's not as clear yet because when you're in love and not yet falling apart, everything feels like a weakness.
he doesn't open his eyes but he knows when aki is there somehow; he continues to play.
there is wine back at ugetsu's. there is a bracelet. but they both know: this is the real gift.
first love hurts. even now, ugetsu aches.
he's insatiable for it. ]