You can't miss me. It hasn't been that long. But sure.
[ not 'of course', and not 'obviously'. some time later, when they're 'not together', ugetsu will find it hard to remember this: how he let himself be...himself with akihiko, if only for a while. it will be hard to remember how he let himself be anxious instead of angry, hopeful instead of hateful, in love in love in love without end instead of the end the end the end. it will be hard.
today he thinks he knows already: that aki hasn't been remembered, and in a way that makes him feel powerful and he knows that makes him a bad person.
akihiko.
he's never wanted or allowed himself to want someone as much as the sound beneath his fingertips. ]
<3 <3 <3
But sure.
[ not 'of course', and not 'obviously'. some time later, when they're 'not together', ugetsu will find it hard to remember this: how he let himself be...himself with akihiko, if only for a while. it will be hard to remember how he let himself be anxious instead of angry, hopeful instead of hateful, in love in love in love without end instead of the end the end the end. it will be hard.
today he thinks he knows already: that aki hasn't been remembered, and in a way that makes him feel powerful and he knows that makes him a bad person.
akihiko.
he's never wanted or allowed himself to want someone as much as the sound beneath his fingertips. ]